hey guys...i don't have long to write...so i just wanted to say hi. wow..i can't believe that i've already been out here for nearly a week. time has been going by quick...before know it we will already be having midterms...yuck. anyways...oh yeah...that's cool that you j.r.k.s were able to watch sweet home alabama. hopefully i'll be able to watch it soon. and i already figured that she would pick the southern guy...but joy...you gave it away!...haha...it's ok. so yeah...i'll just catch you guys later...it's cold here and is sprinkling a little. i'm doing my laundry now...will eat in about an hour...then will do the homework and lots of reading that i already have after only two days of class. ok then...hope you guys are having fun over there...bye =)

Good Afternoon! I had to wake up early this morning for volunteering. It's fun, but it gets kinda boring if no one calls..like today! Hehe...oh well! Yesterday was fun, we (j.r.k.s) went to watch SWEET HOME ALABAMA. It was a good movie. I would pick the southern guy, too. His eyes are so blue.. and his accent is cute. Renae said she would like a guy with an accent, but not a fob. Hehe.. she's funny. It's different, because it was just us, and no joy or rhea. =( Ren and Renae bought socks at Wal-mart cause we decided to go bowling afterwards. Yay, finally i wore shoes! Cause everytime we decide to go bowling, I always wear slippers! So.. i was happy bout that. We went bowling at the military base, no hot guys unfortunately. hehe.. no that i'm looking for any =p oh.. I almost beat Ren. It was because of my shoes. So close, I started off with a strike! And then it got kind of iffy at the end. So...that basically sums up my friday night. I have no idea what I'm doing today. Probably going to visit my cousin in Mira Mesa, get boba, go shopping.. hopefully! Gosh I really need a job! Okae... later daze

hey hot fudge sundae and world (whoever reads this...)! dude! i'm sooo tired. praise God i didn't have chem lab today (we have to do it at home)...i came home around 1:30. so this week was my easiest ever!! 2 days of going over class stuff is EASY. oh man! the fun stuff is going to begin..*sigh* i hate waking up at 5:30am...it sucks, but traffic is ok. umm...my first day of class was alright. it wasn't bad..just boring. i picked up renae because we have the same socio class at 8. our teacher is alright...there's just A LOT of reading to do. but after class i had nothing to do. i was bored. people had class. and if you don't really have any one to hang out with..then it gets pretty lonely. so i did nothing for an hour, then dean called me. so we met up at the price center and we walked to class. but he wasn't able to crash the subject a class with me. so that sucks! we had to write an essay....that was wonderful! =) it counts towards our grades..that's even more wonderful!! ummm..after i met up with dean again and marianne...we ate..and then we split. i went to marianne's dorm...chilled there..kicked it with some of her suitemates and guys from her hall. i watched them play frisbee in the halls...i threw it like once or twice. hah. then we just chilled in the guys' suite. after i dragged marianne to my picnic for the one-on-one program...the food was pretty good. then i drove marianne to her dorm...and then left for HOME! came home around 7:30...that was my day...kinda fun, but VERY TIRING!! today was just the same..went to chem, sabrina and marianne's dorms...met up with angela for math. after class we just kicked it for a while...and then i went home. so far, i don't really like college. it seems....EHHH! i don't know....=/ i talked to sherlyn on-line..she had midterms so i wasn't able to talk to her much... we had a good conversation. it was funny..we were putting in lines from the "love song for no one" song to each other...hahaha...to sherlyn: too bad we weren't able to go to starbucks like before...we can still go when you comes back...right?!? hopefully i will survive there at ucsd..well not just survive...i want to succeed!!! =) heh..who doesn't?!?..oh and i talked to joy c on-line, also! that was cool even if it was for like 5 min. to joy d: joy c says HI! hahaha...let's see what else is there to say...yay! sweet home alabama comes out today! whoo hoo!!...to joy c and d....i want to hang out with HIM...but i don't know..i'm retarded..you know! okay...i'm TIRED!!!! that's the scoop..laters....

Just watched the Season Premiere of FRIENDS! Yay.. that was a good episode! Anybody notice the mechanical baby? oh... well, my mom pointed it out! Hehe.. okae Good night! Later daze...

Hey y'all! hehe.. hope all of you have a wonderful first day of school.. yay.. i'm starting school today too.. even though i've been in school for about.. two months now.. haha =p.. wow.. joy sound like you're having a lot of fun.. PARTY GIRL.. haha.. just playin..it's always good to hear from.. i can't wait for the premiere for FREINDS.. too.. Yay. .whoo hooo...on FRIDAY we're gonna watch SWEET HOME ALABAMA ... Yah! You can come along Joy! I have two tests tomorrow.. for Psych and Spanish.. or Espanol.. hehe.. i'm such a procrastinator... i don't want to study... but i have too...ah.. i saw the cute guy.. the one i THINK is hott... he drives an eclipse.. oh baby! haha.. starts with an M and with a L that's all i'm gonna say.. but mayan. is he cute! Whoo hoo.. okae.. well.. that's all i have to say for now.. peace out homie late! haha.. later daze

hello people =). today's my first day of class...oh gosh...after over three months i'm finally gonna be going back to school. my first class today is spanish at 12...then i have history lecture at 2...and i heard that i don't have to go to any discussion classes today...but if i did...i would have a history dis. today from 4 to 5:50. geez...that late...but that's good i only have that discussion on thursdays. later on today...other than the season premiere of friends..which i'm really excited to watch..there's gonna be a samahan reception at 6. even though it's really cool to be meeting lots of people races..it'll also be really cool to be able to see a lot of filipinos in one place...so it should be fun. both of my roommates alreadly left...they have class at 9. ryan's first class started at 8 today...so i woke up early and ate breakfast with him. last night was fun...after getting the rest of my books and walking around campus to find my classes...there was a mardi gras thing happening in the plaza in front of my dorm...we jumped in the astro jump...and we were in line to get caricatures and henna (is that how you spell it) tattoos...but they were too long so we ended up not...there was also a dance contest...where ryan was one of the winners...then everyone just started dancing. hey...i'm not the best dancer at all...i suck...but i danced...and it was fun. then there was another dance at sproul...outside of another residence hall...and even though it was outside...it was really hot. a lot of people were dancing and it was really fun. we left that pretty early though...since ryan had an early class...then i slept...and here i am now in my dorm writing in this blog. well...i still have a couple hours before i head off to class...but i wanted to take care of a couple more things then wash my hair...even though i took a shower last night...my hair looks all weird i guess cuz of the way i slept. anyways...it seems like you guys are having fun down there...and i hope so. i also hope to hear your guys' voices soon. ren...glad to hear that your dad wasn't so mad. have a good first day of school. joyd...checking your slippers before you head out of the house is a good idea =)...haha. ok then friends...i'll blog you later...bye =)

whoa! i'm blogging 3 times in a row. that's a record. hah. i forgot to say HAPPY 21st birthday to my brother. even though he doesn't know this site. (like i would want him to know it.) but yea..just being NICE! k nite world.

whew! i'm sooo relieved...dude it's soo hard telling your parents you did something bad. well, a parking ticket is not all that bad..here's the story...i got to sleep over at marianne's dorm (you probably already know that)..i heard the parking was free. BUT little did i know it wasn't FREE everywhere. i slept over sunday night and then monday morning i drove to the rimac with marianne, for the power hour, and because we had other things to do. i saw a paper "save 30-50% on books..." and i saw an envelope..so i thought it was NOTHING...BOY! was i WRONG!!!! when i came home that afternoon i looked INSIDE the envelope and saw the ticket..i was OMG!! i'm gonna be in TROUBLE!! dude. i was sooo scared. sooo, umm..i didn't tell my mom until today(wed) and i got the ticket on monday...and she got mad...(OF COURSE!)..but then she became OK with it...she told me to tell my dad. i was like NOOOO! because he would get mad, also...duhhh! well, at least that's what i thought. sooo the whole day i was sooo paranoid. i was like, "ok! tell him now! you can do it" hah! i need motivations like that...because i'm a retard. i didn't want to tell him. BUT my mom kept calling like every 30 min. REALLY! i'm not exaggerating!! she did! she kept on telling me to tell him...she asked "why don't you want to tell him?" i was like "DUHHH! he's gonna get mad! i'll bet you $5." (hah!) she's like, "no he's not. i'll bet you $2" hahaha!...and so i kept on putting it off..i took a shower, i called joyd. (haha), i ate...blah blah blah...and so it was like 9:24...and then i told him...i said what i rehearsed a million times..."i have to pay $35 because i thought i could park any where at ucsd for free. i parked in the wrong place..." and then he took the paper...and then he said, "that's ok, no biggie, everyone makes mistakes." inside i was SCREAMING, omg omg omg!! he's not mad....whoo hoo!! PRAISE GOD! that was it. so yea i know i'm a retard...you chose to read this! haha...except for HOT FUDGE SUNDAE, it's a must for them to read it!! =) tomorrow i start college. FINALLY! 3 months+ is enough vacation. dude. it's cool that renae's gonna be there with me. =) yay!! she's gonna ride with me because we have the same class...(socio) so that's cool...and then after i'm gonna meet up with dean...(hopefully)...=)...i gotta get ready for bed..i'm sleepy...and i HAVE to wake up at 5:20or so....sucks for me! i don't even know what to wear. but that's not important. it's ONLY my first day of college. hah! okay..i guess that's it for now. i'll prolly blog tomorrow, if i'm not tired. i might be back at 8pm...=/ because there's a picnic for the one-on-one program and I'M in that! heh...k....that's the scoop. later!! (sorry for typos....)

sorry joyc and joyd i accidentally erased our archives..it's OK though because they weren't showing anyways...laters....

hey to the rest of hot fudge sundae and everyone else....and greetings from la...it’s been a long time since i’ve written in this thing. it sucks though...cuz the computer that i brought up here is so old (it’s from 1997) and there is no way for a ethernet card can be installed in it...as a result...i don’t have the internet on my computer. so...i am typing this thing on my non-internet computer...and will just save it...use one of my roommate’s computer (yes that’s right...both of my roommates have the internet on their computer and i’m stuck with crap)...can just paste this on to this here blogger. so yeah...i’m doing fine up here...even though i miss you guys...it’s cool here and i’m trying to make the best of it. i read what joyd and ren wrote in their blogs....aww....you guys are the sweetest. if anything...it’s you guys who have taught me so much. most importantly...you’ve taught me what it’s like to have true friends...yeah i know it sounds mushy but it’s true. gosh...i didn’t know that i was gonna cry when i said good bye (actually “laters”...cuz you will be seeing some more of me) to everyone...but i couldn’t help it. you guys have been and are such big parts of my life...and i’m just blessed to know you. remember...no matter how many people i meet...you guys will never get replaced...you’re my lesbian lovers!...haha =) just kidding. let’s see...there’s so much i want to say...but i don’t know where to start...or there are things that i know i want to say...but i forgot what they are. graduating from high school was a very big thing...and changing from a high school environment to a college one is such a big transition. it’s really good for us...change can be good....it’ll allow us to grow...experience new things...and find out what we’re really capable of doing. i wish everyone the best of luck in whatever they’re doing...and hope you’re all having fun. let’s see....joyd...tell your mom i said hi...she’s so cool. i also miss not having you and karen around...and not being able to just go to your house to just hang out. but i know you guys will have fun in san diego. and you two should still go to my house and see the babies. i talked to them for a while on the phone...and they sounded so cute...aww...i bet that even if they look the same when i see them again...they’ll probably look extra bigger or something like they’ve grown so much. remember j.r.k.s?...haha...and j.r. will be back soon before you know it. to karen...i hope you’re having fun with all your welcome week things. in no time at all...i know you will be meeting d---. and if that doesn’t work out...i know ben is out there...maybe it might even be that frisco guy? i don’t know..you’ll have to tell me more about him. oh...and i’ll try to email to you my address soon. to rhea and renae...i hope you’re having the times of your lives too. have you met any hot hockey guys yet rhea?..haha. and i hoped you liked the way we decorated your boxes =). well yeah...i’m in my dorm right now. it’s really nice. it seemed small at first...but it was only because all of our boxes and bags were all over the place. but once we unpacked and finished decorating and putting up our stuff and what not...everything turned out really cool. it feels a lot more homey (is that how you spell it...and i don’t mean the ghetto kind of “homie”..haha). it’s so great having our own bathroom and having air conditioning. but i’m getting spoiled...cuz now when i’m in other places or the older dorms that don’t have air conditioning...it seems extra hot. umm...the food is really good here. they say that we have the number one college food in the nation. it’s like las vegas buffets or something...so much yummy things to choose from. i was a little scared of getting fat here...from eating a lot....but there’s so much walking to do here...and many stairs to climb. from my place to ryan’s place....i have to climb like a thousand stairs...then cross a street....then climb another two thousand stairs. yes i know i’m exaggerating...but there really are a lot of stairs...it gets tiring..but hopefully i’ll get used to it and maybe even get more in shape =). it’s really comforting by the way having ryan here. it’s nice just being able to hang out with him and knowing that he’s so close..(even if i have to climb all those darn stairs...he’s worth it) and i know that i’m just able to see him a lot now since classes haven’t started yet. just because we go to the same school....i know that we will be able to see each other more than we usually have...but it’s not like we’re constantly gonna be around each other or be able to have long talks on the phone....it’ll be different when classes actually start...and even if it may seem like our schedules don’t always compromise with each other...i know that we’ll be able to get through it. umm...i’ve been meeting some cool people. but the dorm where i live is the newest one on campus...and it’s known as being the least social. like when i walk in the halls... doors are usually closed and it’s really quiet...which i guess is a good if i want to study...but not now. it’s so different...cuz when i go in other halls...doors are always open and there’s just so much going on. it’s a lot more fun...but hopefully i can make the most out of where i am now. oh yeah...on our first night here...it was sunday...and here they call it black sunday...since it’s the last sunday before classes start. to celebrate this so called “black sunday”...all the frats on fraternity row have parties. ryan and i walked down frat row just to see what was going on...but we didn’t actually go into any of the houses. and geez...there were so many people. a lot of which i’m sure dont even go to ucla...like pam my roommate told me that she saw two guys that went to our high school...both of which don’t go to ucla. there were a grip load of people...and there were police and fire trucks and squat officers in case something bad happened....walking back to the dorms around 1 in the morning...an ambulance passed us...cuz apparently there was someone and maybe others who got alchol poisoning. and even ryan and i could smell alcohol on people passing us...and people helping others walk since they were too drunk to walk on their own. i heard it was pretty hard to get in the frat houses though..unless you were girls. girls had an easier time getting in since...they were girls. but yeah...enough about that.....as for my roommates...one of them i requested from my high school...she’s really cool and i’m glad to have here as a roommate. my other roommate...she’s nice too...but yeah...there’s been some differences...i’ll tell joyd and ren about it later. but yeah...i guess i’ll just end this here now. just wanted to let you know...like i already told joyd and ren...then yes i’m still alive and that i’m doing well. maybe i’ll come home in like three or four weeks...hopefully. oh yeah...and sorry if there are a lot of mistakes in here or lots of things don’t make sense...but i didn’t proof read it. ok then...i love you guys....i’ll talk to you guys soon...hopefully a lot sooner than later. laters =)

HeY.. Wow.. it's so early in the morning.. ah.. just ate a krispy creme...yummy in my tummy. Dang.. it's so freakin cold outside.. and watch later on it's going to be super hot... i'm mean SUPER HOT.. like yesterday.. mayan.. that sucks...yesterday my dad and i went to look at some computers... we might hopefully get a NEW one before the end of this year.. Yay.. dang this stupid computer... whoops.. i mean nice computer.. you're going to let me finish my blog before you freeze.. haha... and then i'll be just like ren... i MIGHT have a comp. in my room.. hopefully the new one..oh well.. well... i had class this morning.. i have one advice to tell everyone.. my first advice for this blog is..IF YOU'RE GOING TO WEAR SLIPPERS.. MAKE SURE THAT THEY ARE THE RIGHT PAIR ah.. i am so self-consious... this one girl pointed out that may slippers weren't matching... one slipper was roxy and the other one was old navy...ah.. mayan.. that just ruined my day... or well until i got home and put on the right pairs... ah.. and then the teacher was asking what was wrong.. and i told her that my slippers weren't matching.. it's so embarrassing.... advice #2 HAVE A WELL LIT GARAGE...SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT YOU'RE PUTTING ON hehe.. this is for the times Joy and I used to trade slippers.. and see if people noticed that they weren't matching.. but we did it for a purpose... now this time... i did it on accident... and people noticed.. oh.. how embarrasing.. huh? Gosh.. this is my first silly moment..okae... until another embarrassing moment.... later daze...

Hi...just checking if this is gonna post to A.T. also...

hiiiii! long time no blog. a lot has happened! where should i start? as joyD said..rhea left on saturday. =( *tear* and joyC left on sunday *more tears*...let's start with friday...the cheesecake factory sucks! well not really...just the service..boo to that! so we went to claim jumpers. it was good seeing mostly everyone!! i had lotsa fun! saturday..we ate at mcdonald's...went to rhea and renae's house to see rhea off...it was a saaaaad moment!!! i miss her already. after i drove to green tea waited 30+ min to relive the moment of the awesome threesome. we went there a long time ago and joyC bought an espresso...she was expecting to get a BIG drink...but umm...she didn't get what she expected! hahaha..it was soooo funny! we were laughing our pants off!!!! after we went to navy fed so joyC could say bye to auntie...then went home...took a nap..visited marianne's dorm in ucsd...that was fun. we square danced! haha..i met some people..which was cool. then went home. sunday went to joyC's house to see her off (as joyD mentioned) golly!! :( i miss her sooo much, too! it's not gonna be the same...*sigh*..then i packed a little because i was able to sleep at marianne's dorm! whoo hoo! Praise God! let's see what we did...umm...i got my books...which were sooo heavy!! went back to dorm. visited ferry!! gosh i haven't seen her in a while. i like her apartment!! umm...went to revelle towne meeting..that was boring, but i met people. went to the commuter meeting..that was okay. (marianne came along...it kinda took long and she was getting hungry..sorry marianne!!)..then ate not so good food. back to dorm to get ready for the dance. went to dance...i'm really not the dancing type..so umm...i just stood there trying to call people so i could meet up with them..because marianne was dancing...*sigh* i felt such like a loner. but i didn't want marianne to be a "WALL FLOWER" with me...it was really packed..omg! but i met this guy. he's from frisco..he's nice. went to see his dorm. went to see my friend sabrina's dorm. went back to dance..found marianne when the dance was over. went to dorm. her friends were there for a while. then we slept. i was tired!!! monday...ate the not so good food. triton power hour. saw john. met his friends. went to get my i.d. and parking permit! tried to find our classes. then i went home. gooosh! i'm still tired!! my shoulders hurt from carrying my books!! my feet and calves hurt!! omg!! i'm soo out of shape..oh! and i got darker...ahhhh! we were under the burning sun for a looong time. then i drove back home. took a shower..got ready to go to the commuter/transfer thing at trophy's with renae. she picked me up. that was cool! trophy's was OK! after, we went to UTC..went inside hollister like 3 times..me and renae are indecisive. went to abercrombie kids 2 times..haha...then went home. i had a busy and tiring, but fun weekend. now i'm here typing..omg! i'm scared/nervous/anxious/worried to start school. i'm scared that i'm not gonna pass my classes... =/ omg!! i hope i do well! i just have to try really hard...but sometimes it's not enough *sigh*...well, i just want to say Hi to joyD. i haven't talked to you for a while. call me tom. or i'll call you. whichever. joyD school doesn't start until the 26th for you. hahaha! Hi to joyC and rhea! how are you guys?!? hope you're having fun! umm..joyD and joyC want me to change our site to hotfudgesundae.com?!?! arite..take care you guys...miss you all...THAT'S THE SCOOP! =) laters...oh! thanks marianne for letting me sleep over...i had fun =)

Hello. Gosh.. these past days have been really emotional. Yesterday, Rhea left for UCSB... and so did Kim for UCI. I thought i wouldn't cry, but i did. It's hard to see people leave. Then today, the HOT FUDGE SUNDAE's formally known as AWESOME THREESOME, were at Joy's house to see her leave for UCLA. Mayan, I'm going to miss you Joy. We arrived there like around 9:25 or sumthin.. and we just chatted, played with the babies, took some pictures, and yah....she left around 10:15. When she was leaving... her younger brother was videotaping... and i didn't want to cry... but i ended up crying... the thought of her not being there...sucks... you only think what if this happened.. then everything would stay the way it is.. but maybe change is good... maybe even better? She'll make new friends.. and they'll enjoy her as much as we do. Hopefully i'll get used to this life without a close friend a block away... gosh.. it's gonna be tough... i came home crying.. and i made my mom cry too... she got emotional.. she said, "that's part of life"... i love my mom... i love joy and ren too... they're like the sisters i never had.. seriously... both of you taught me sooooo much.. and i thank you for always being there for me... you guys are something truly special... and i'm glad that i have both of you gals in my life...=) It's just sad....i'm not gonna be able to just go to her house and see her open the door .. =(...oh..*sigh*...but i just hope Joy.. that you won't forget us.. and that your friends at UCLA won't think we're lesbo's cause of all the pictures you have of us... we're gonna be watching you.. hehe.. i know you'll do good over there... you'll do great! Good luck in all that you do.. and remember you have friends here in San Diego that will miss you very very M! haha... and don't forget to tell your HOTT guy friends.. about your HOTT girl friends.. here in San Diego..hehe.. just playin.. take care.. and were only a phone call away.. and i miss you already and it's been 45 min. already... and keep in touch... and all of the above....GOD Bless .. Later Daze