psssh! whatever joyduhh! that's NOT what you said to me. stop trying to change what happened in the past. the past is the past. you can't change it. hahaha. yea i'm retarded. shut up!! that's what i get for not studying YET. *sigh* hah..okay...byeeee..

Hey.. just done studying for my Psyc test... and I decided to blog. Haha.. funny! No it's the "HOT FUDGE SUNDAE" blog, aite! HEhe.. I just noticed I blog more often then you guys, so I came to the conclusion that i just write more and you guys write less. Not that anything is wrong with that. Hehe.. Ren, I always have to prove myself RIGHT! haha.. get it? Well, yah. So.. I'm here chillen... it's freakin cold. Hey, my mom was trying to hook you, ren up with um.. my cousin from you know where. Haha.. yah it was funny. I'm like MOM! Hehe.. My mom is trying to hook up everyone with everyone. So if you're looking for someone, anybody, my mom can hook you guys up with someone.. but hopefully their not my cousins. Tomorrow is my cousins wedding.. Ah.. another one! Well, I have to go now! Later daze.. payce!

hey readers, haven't blogged in a while. joy d. says that it's HER blog because she's the one mainly writing in it, and me and joy c. just blog in HER blog. haha. she said something like that. umm...wow! this week was pretty cool. i got to sleep at marianne's dorm again! i met practically everyone on her floor, which was cool! she has a couple of cute guys on her floor. hehe. and they shall remain nameless! :P we had a midterm for chem on friday (hopefully i did OK on it) and so we studied together thursday night. it was kind of difficult because we were in the lounge (bad place to study when there are a lot of people!) and we just talked and talked forever. haha. not forever. for quite a while. but marianne and i got some studying done, which was pretty good. 7-12am!!! craaazy, we had A LOT of breaks though! hahaha. on thursday joy d. visited us at ucsd. she had a lot of fun seeing all these HOT HOT guys! haha. i met up with them (joy, marianne, angela) at price center after my class. and then we took pictures in front of the ROLLING STONES background and carried marianne for our pose. dude, i am sooo NOT strong. haha. joy and angela left and marianne and i went to geisel to study. then we tried to get the picture at 3, but something happened and we have to pick it up on monday, or something like that. went to her dorm and met people on her floor, moved my car, ate, moved my car AGAIN (i'm soo stupid i could have left it where it was and drive to class the next morning, but i just wanted to drive around for 20 min. looking for an "S" parking space. i'm a freaking FREAK! haha. i'm so paranoid about where i park now. i ended up parking at an "A" space and drove to class) then we studied!!! the next morning, took chem midterm, went to the coolest place ever (the revelle commuter lounge...hah! j/k), ate breakfast for 50 cents. *ALL YOU CAN EAT!* it was pretty good. chilled with people then we went to math. razan and i went back to commuter lounge to meet andy and miguel, and then we ate. omg! razan cracks me up!! haha..andy and miguel have this roommate, which i sort of think is cute. then miguel and razan were talking about ****** (she's trying to get info about him for ME!) then miguel said something like "****** visits his girlfriend...." razan goes "******? HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND?!" haha...the way she said it cracked me up. but his gf is weird or so miguel says. hah! ****** has a gf... :( *sigh* ANYWAYS...i went to lab after...when that was over, i went to the commuter lounge and razan came later. we went to a math review session from 4-6...when that was over we left...it was rained really hard there!!! and so we walked to our cars in the rain. :( i'm already sick..i don't want to be more sick...or SICKER! hah. and i drove in the rain for about 45 min. ahhh! i don't like driving in the rain...but it was ok. came home, ate, then went out. joy, steph, janilee, and i went to sdsu to go bowling, but there was this fundraiser thing and we had to pay $8.00 per person and we were like that's ok. so we just went to 32nd and bowled there. OMG!!! that was so much fun! "LOSER FREAK NERD GEEK!!" haha. that was really funny because we HAD to do all these things before we bowled like spin 3 times on the chair, hop on one foot, do the cat walk (omg!!!), and other stuff..i can't really explain it well. our scores were high though...NOT! hahaha. then on our second game we just played NORMAL bowling. hahaha. umm..we went to lollicup and i bought the ever so delicious banana milk tea. hah. then went home. i was sooo tired and sleepy. umm...there's prolly other stuff that happened, but i don't remember. *announcements: marianne- thanks for letting me stay at your house. :) joy d. - that's good that you found your wallet!! :) i checked my phone when i woke up and i was wondering why you called me at 12:38am :) ...joy c. - hi and miss ya! * sorry if it didn't make sense. hah. okay that's the scoop. laters!!!

Good morning! Wow.. this is pretty early to blog, huh? Well, my grandma, aunties, uncles & cousins are here from _______. hehe. Yesterday was FUN. Yay, aren't you glad you came ren? hehe.. See all the fun your missin. Hehe.. no, but afterwards, I thought i lost my wallet again! Gosh, i was freakin out! I was trying to retrace my tracks... i was so stressed trying to look for it. I was gonna cry, cause that would've been my um.. 4 time I lost my wallet. In the past 2 years. Now, that's really bad. So.. gosh! I found it in the morning underneath my car. I was so happy and relieved. Cause if i told my dad.. ah.. mayan.. it's gonna be over! shoot.. and Yes thank you god for helping find my wallet! Ah.. anyways... um..i need to go eat breakfast.. so later daze.

Sorry... GOOD LUCK ON YOUR MIDTERMS, REN & MARIANNE!

Hi! Well, today I visited UCSD. That was fun. Um... Angela picked me @ my house like 9:45am. I haven't seen that girl since forever. So, we talked along the way to UCSD. Mayan, that place is far. Gosh, It's hard to not fall asleep on your way there and back. You guys are strong. Haha.. okae. Well, hm... I went to a music class with Angela and Marianne. Which was quite fun, ya know. Hehe.. Marianne your TA is so CUTE. Just playin.. he's like a cross between Jim Carrey and.. um.. Shane West, alright, but not all that! Haha.. it was fun kickin it with you guys. And the fact that it was so boring, and watchin the guy in the back of us fall asleep cracked me up. He was all snoring too. How funny! Well, that's college life ya hear! hehe.. Then what did we do? Oh... wait. Your professor is some kind of weird. Doe he listen to that type of music for fun? Okae.. well, then we met up with ren at the price center. Mayan, there is a lot of HOT guys there. YOu guys are liars! No, just playing AGAIN. It was fun taking the free stuff. Like the magazine, cd's, and candy. We also took a rolling stone pix. Oh.. can't wait to see how that turns out. So, yah! Then I visited their library, and um.. that's it. It was fun, thanks for intiating the field trip for me REN, and Angela.. thanks for taking me. I got to go .. my aunties and uncles from you know where, are coming.. so I got to get off. Okae.. Peace. Oh yah! They found the sniper killers! YES. Gosh.. they killed so many innocent people, it wasn't even funny. Okae... thank God that they found them in time before they killed some more. Okae.. paece out homie late! Later daze....

hey...i don't really have time to blog..i have a freakin history paper due tomorrow and it still needs a lot of work. but since i haven't talked to any of you on the phone in the while or even online...i wanted to communicate with you through this. to karen...woohoo..you got to see ****..yay! to joy...i'm sorry that you didn't have a good day and that you were sad. just know this though...you're not stupid...so don't ever think that. i know exactly how you feel...cuz my dad is just the same. they expect too much of us...and have such high standards and everything. i know that they just want the best for us...but they do often push things too far. even though it might be hard...listen to what he says..cuz some of it is important...but don't let it all get to you too much and bring you down. 21 units is crazy...my dad was telling me that i should take at least 17...and that's already very much too. you're right...they don't really understand how things work over here....it's definitely not the same as when they were growing up and even more it's not like the philippines. but you know what...i'm sure he really is proud of you. why wouldn't he be?...you're such a great person and you always try your best at everything. don't think that you're not good enough..you're more than good enough. you've succeeded at so much and look how far you've come. and that test that you have to take...i'm sure you pass with flying colors...you'll do great. but just in case you need a little extra help...i'll be sure to pray for you. oh and you know what...remember that one song that we listened over and over again in karen's car..."perfect"...i just downloaded it today. and you're right...it's easy to relate to a lot of the things in it. umm...so yeah...i'm sorry again that you were feeling the way that you did....and i hope that you're doing a lot better. and if you need some extra cheering up...go visit my sisters...they'll make you smile =)...aww i miss them and you guys too. i'll be back soon though..hopefully during the three day weekend. ok then...take care everyone....bye =)

Hello. Argh.. I'm having a crappy day. I come home, and I am happy. Now, I'm sad. I feel STUPID. My dad talks to me about school, and how I have only four classes. He's telling me I should have 21 units. What's his problem? I told him that I'm just taking four classes as a starter. I mean, who wants to go into college with 21 units? Ah.. he stresses me out. Then he tell me take stuff, step by step? And expects me to take 6 classes. He's all you've been programmed to go to school from 8 to 1 since you were in pre-school. And I should go to school for that long in college. He doesn't get it. College is not the same as highschool. They give you the classes that you need, but it's not like it's written in stone. I don't know what I'm saying. Gosh... Ah.. he just gets me so mad. That what I'm doing is not good enough. NOthing I do is good enough for him. And I'm fine with the classes, I have now. Yah, I wish I could've taken more, but because I was late when "dual admit" students were registering. Ah..COLLEGE IS DIFFERENT. He expects so much out of me, it's like STOP IT! I'm doing what I'm doing, because of me and not because of him. Whatever I choose to do is because it's in my best interest, and not in his! But no.. everything is because of him. He KNOWS what i'm going through. Whatever! He doesn't know anything! He doesn't know what schools are like here, because he hasn't been to any schools around here. He thinks what he's doing is the right thing. Or maybe, I'm just over reacting. I don't know. I just don't want to come home anymore. It's his way or the highway! AH.. it gets me so mad. Four classes aren't that bad to start off with, right? I mean, I've learned from my mistakes. And I"ll fix them. It's not like all have four classes forever. And Maybe next semester i'll have 10 classes. Just so I won't here nagging from my dad. Ah.. i don't know. I so badly want to go to SDSU now. Please Lord, help me pass my exam. I need you here to guide me through what I'm going through. Okae..later daze.

hey....dude, i can't believe that i haven't really done any hw...ahhh! this computer in my room isn't such a good idea after all. it's very distracting...i will not turn my comp on unless it's for school!! at least until midterms are over...*sigh* i came home like 6:40 and tried to sleep, but i couldn't so i was laying down for an hour or so...did some math hw. took a shower, ate, chatted with people on aim, and now i'm here...it's 11:27...wtf?!?! i should get some stuff done..."procrastination it's a way of life" hah...omg! today i saw ****...that was really awesome. i only talked to him for like 2 min. though, but it's okay...that was the highlight of my day! :) umm...you know what is funny? my fortune cookie said "good fortune is coming to you" hah...and then the next 2 days or so, i went to school and i found 25 cents on the ground right when i stepped out of my car. hah! whoa! i guess the 25 cents is the fortune..woopie! haha...arite..nite world.

John Mayer "SUCKER".. good song! Download it

Okae.. Just came back from State. Um.. Ren, good you didn't go to Maricel's debut! There was somone you surely wouldn't want to see... starts with a J? Okae, well... yah. He was there with his gf. I was trying not to say "hi" cause I tend to do that when people hurt my friends. So.. he passed by, and I was talking to Val. Oh, Yah... I saw Val.. okae I'll get into that later! Um.. So, he passes by. And then I'm just sitting there, and steph says someone is waving at you. And I'm all who? And it was him. So, I said hello back. But yah, don't worry! You're so much better than that!
Val.. Oh gosh! My godsister, I finally got to see her. I think the last time I saw her was at Olive's debut! So, I was really happy to see her! Gosh.. she is such a busy body! She got buffer dude! Dang her! No, I'm just playin! Yah, she's doing really good! And I'm so happy for her! She told me about her bf, Alex. Oh, I want to meet him! Hehe. he sounds like a cool guy according to her. So, That was cool. Gosh, I miss that girl! Haha..but there was a lot of Morse heads there. Of course! It was cool seeing people, again! It sorta felt like a reunion.
Me, Janilee, and Steph ended up going to SDSU just because. So, we left the party when the dancing started. So, we left. And um.. gosh! Janilee cracks me up, dude! Haha.. we need to go guy hunting some more! So, when we got to state.. we went to Steph's dorm. Haven't seen it in awhile.. so it looked sorta different. And her friend, ah.. i forgot her name, but she was talking to me and Janilee about her night at T.J. Sounded like a lot of fun! Then we went to steph's room, got full on candy! BAd.. stay on track! Haha.. okae! Well, um.. then we go to T.Rex,which was pretty fun. We ended up playin jenga, with a dare! OHHH.. (hand covering mouth) Okae.. well our dare was to um.. say hi to a guy. Sounds corney huh? OH wellz! It was our motivation. So here we are playin, and we are so freakin loud. We got up to um.. 34 floors. Which was pretty cool! And then we left. and these guys were like Hey. And were like.. um? And then thinking about the dare.. i have to go.. later daze