I saw him. He was holding a red heart-shaped balloon. I think it was for his girlfriend. My heart dropped and I was no longer happy. What a lucky girl. On my way home, I saw him driving. I noticed the red heart-shaped balloon still in his car. I tried to pretend it didn't bother me, but it did. I drove into my drive-way, parked my car, turned off the engine, went out, and locked my door. Tears started to form in the corner of my eyes. A glare... what's this? I turned, and saw the red heart-shaped balloon accompanied with other red & white balloons and a small gift. My heart started to race. Is this for me? It was. I noticed notes he had written on the balloons. Oh, I was so happy. I took the red heart-shaped balloon, but it slipped out of my hands and into the blue sky. He likes me, he really likes me! And then... I woke up. ( Anonymous).
Ah... that SUCKS. Happy 18th birthday, Sherlyn. (mono-tone voice) May you have a great b-day... sorry it's late. Better late than never right?

HAPPY 18TH BiRTHDAY SHERLYN [merlin shanzano ;)] sorry i didn't post it up yesterday...

Hello HOT fudge SUNDAE! It's ok if our name is wrong again! our name is meant to be hot FUDGE sundae. hahaha. Ummm, Joy d. just know my prayers are going out to your grandma and family. =) ...YAY! Joy c's HOME! are you home?! hehehe. Hopefully we'll get to watch The Ring tonight. I don't know if we're going to Magkasama at ucsd, maybe. Hmmm...anything new?! No, not really. I'm just glad that it's a 3 day weekend, but for Joy d. it's a FOUR day weekend. Lucky duck =P hehe. Ok, i guess that's the scoop for now...laters.

Current eye candy: "Jordan" hahaha...it's a code name ;)

Emotion(s): ;'(
Well, I'm kinda sad. Cause my mom isn't feeling at her best right now. So, I have to keep her company. I hope and pray that grandma is alright. I hate seeing my mom like this. I could only pray that my grandma will get stronger, and overcome her sickness. To keep my mind off things, I re-arranged my bedroom. Then, my brother bought me the new Justin Timberlake cd. I was going to burn it off the internet, cause that boy does not need more money. Haha..seriuosly. I'm so mean! Oh.. well. He's already a multi-millionaire..and i'll only be helping him get new cars, and shoes. Or whatever he buys! Haha.. just kidding. But whatever! Later daze....

hey guys! you know what i just realized...the name of our blog is wrong. i was watching saved by the bell...thanks to wonderful fast internet...and i was watching the episode where kelly lisa and jesse make a singing group (the episode is called jesse's song)...and their name is actually "hot sundae"...not "hot fudge sundae." haha...we've been wrong this whole time...but it seems like the name works...so you guys could do whatever with it. cuz we've already changed our name before from awesome threesome...and some people were getting the wrong idea about that name...haha. but yeah...i don't really have time to write that much...cuz i have a midterm tomorrow for my history class that i have to study for. so just some quick stuff. joy...i was reading your most recent blog...and it's such a coincidence...cuz that thing that you were talking about from your psyc class...ryan's roommate was just telling me about it last night...cuz he has a psyc class too...isn't that funny?...well i thought it was..haha. about your grandma...i'm sorry to hear about that...i'll be sure to keep her and your family in my prayers. umm...you know what...i'm so dumb..cuz i registered to vote and everything...cuz for the past couple weeks you couldn't get to class without someone sticking something in your face telling you to register to vote...but the thing is...come yesterday...i didn't even vote...so there was no point of me even registering. but maybe it's a good thing that i didn't vote...cuz even though they say every vote counts and that voting is not a right and that we should vote if we want to make a difference and what not...but the thing is...i would have just randomly chose things to vote for...cuz i have no idea what i would be voting for. i didn't study any candidates or anything...and i don't know what propositions whatever are...so yeah...it's not the greatest excuse for not voting...but it's my excuse. umm...so yeah...i'll just continue this tomorrow hopefully after my midterm. yay!...i'm coming home! yup...that's right...i'l be coming home for the three day weekend. i'm so excited and i can't wait...it's nice being home and feeling the sense of comfort...it is nice trying new things in different places...but home is home...it's a good thing. ok then people...i'll catch you laters...bye =)

Which Disney Princess are you?

You're Belle!

You are a true bookworm and dream of a life better than the simple, quiet one you lead now. Your good looks can attract the town jerks, but you manage to ignore them most of the time. Sometimes you feel like you're surrounded by idiots. So what are you waiting for? You don't need your father to be kidnapped to get out and see the world. Although you can be stubborn, you're also very compassionate and see beyond people's façades.

Bookworm? Sometimes.
Dream of a better life? Kinda of.
Good looks can attract town jerks, and ignore them? Ex. Wade.. ew! Haha.. Ren.
Feels like I'm surround by idiots?Sometimes, trix... UC, State (didnt forget u guys) and SWC friends.. that are nice, intelligent and beautiful!
Father = kidnapped? First of all, it would be adultnapped... being stupid.. okae NEVER!
Though stubborn, I am compassionate, and see beyond peoples facades? I'll leave it up to the readers/friends to decipher.

What up, Foo? Haha... I turned ghetto. Well, a lot has happened since I last blogged, which was YESTERDAY. No, I'm just playin! Bored, waiting till 12:30pm so I can skit-a-doodle outta here! It's friggen cold mayan.


Feeling: Like I need to get out!


Emotion(s): Okae. I Find out something interesting, in my Psyc class. My teacher revealed that, the emotion on your face (ex. happy, sad, mad) reflects what you feel inside. duhh! My point is.. sorry... if you feel sad, then put on a happy face & sooner or later (withing a 5 min. period) you'll feel happy! Isn't that great! Write it down. It really works!


Listening to: Jason Mraz "Sleeping to dream" Good song! Thanks Renae for the inspiration.


Talking to: MYSELF... trying to keep my cool. Hey, sometimes u need one on one time with yourself. TRIX!


Thinking: Of my grandma in P.I. My mom's mom is in the hospital, right now. Praying she'll be alright. Can u keep her in your prayers, too?


Yesterday, I did my part for America. I rocked the VOTE. Haha... I was scared at first, cause I didn't know what to do, but I had my pops by my side. Got my little sticker, and was darn proud of it. Well, anyways.. hm? Went to IKEA and looked at computer desks.. and then got a yogurt. Father and Daughter day. Okae. So PAYCE.. later daze.

Hi, Kelly & Jesse, and to everyone else! Well, came home like about 30 min. ago. Studying at the library, just to kill time. I was writing a paragraph for my um..English class. It took me like about (lemme think) 30 min, cause I was trying to make good. But, I was thinking.. for my exit exam, I have 2 hours! If I took 30 min to make just a paragraph, one paragraph, and if i take that long.. I'm gonna be dead meat? Yah, gosh. Any tips from anybody? Gosh, I hope and pray that I pass this test. *sigh* later daze....

thanks marianne for posting the "post comment" thingy! :) ...

on the bottom is a pretty sad story :( makes you think twice

An Untold Secret........

10th grade
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As I sat there in english class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why.

11th grade
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The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheak. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont know why.

Senior year
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The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said,"hes not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together- just as 'best friends'. So we did.Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step.I stared at her as she she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before Icould blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated likean angle up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her head from myshoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'i do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I dont want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.

At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! 'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, and i cried.

what do you think?!...sad, huh?!?!? :( doesn't it make you want to cry? or is that just me?!?

hmm...hey hot fudge sundae chicas! "ben" is found!! but sadly to say i can't do anything about it. dude, i finally saw a freaking "ben"....this sucks!!!! but the bottom is a quote;it's my motivation...it gives me hope. thanks sherlyn!!

"This is a song about talking to the person u havent even met yet. They may be rolling around the hay with someone else, but they are not as good as you'll be. You just have to wait your turn. He's out there/ she's out there...They are just learning what to contrast you against." -the intro to love song to no one...*SIGH*

dude, i swear...sherlyn and i are hopeless romantic saps!!! joy d, are you one also? i think so :) hehe...i don't know...ummm...ANYWAYS i gtg TRY and do hw now...that's the scoop. PEACE!

Hi! How r u this fine day? Well, I just came back from church, exchange, toys r us, subway, price club, and um.. big lots. Helped my mom got some stuff for her co-workers baby shower. I'm probably going with my mom to the baby shower. I don't know if I'm going to the bonfire tonight. I want to, I'll probably call some people. See who's going and ask for a ride. I have to put gas in my car, tomorrow! Then, lemme see? I have to watch the movie, about gun control in hillcrest. Kinda scurry, but whatever. Then on Tuesday, I'm going to vote with my pops. I have no idea what or who I'm going to vote for. My dad is making me vote, so...yah. I'm trying to be a good citizen of America. Dang, there is a lot of people who are trying to get some last minute campaigning. So, hm?
Yesterday, we (my mom, ren, and I) went to Ryan's little gathering at the house. Ren's "ben" wasn't there =(, but you had fun anyways. What would I do without you? I'd be a loner! Haha..Joy, did you get the im's? =) Yay.. you're coming down here next week! Partae! haha.. no, I'm playing. Oh.. I saw both of your brothers at exchange. Just wanted to inform you, and stuff. Okae well, that's it. Payce.. later daze.