brr.. it's cold in here!
Mayan, watched Final Destination TWO! Dude, i'm seriously paranoid. so bad!! ah.. it's such a good movie. i swear i was the only one talking during the movie. like "No you stupid! Stop talking, move move move..." so, yeah don't invite me to the movies unless you want to be annoyed. okae.. so yah. watch it! peace.

Unbreakable Heart-Jessica Andrews

An empty room, a broken fairy tale
A hollow girl with empty arms
From an angel's tears God made the stars
Why can't He make me an unbreakable heart
In my blue world, you shone like heaven's fire
And left me cryin' in the dark
How could anyone be so hard
Did you think I had an unbreakable heart
I suppose I should know
Sometimes love just comes and goes
But I believed, foolish me
We'd go on and on
One day, someone will come to you
And rock you tightly in her arms
Please remember this, when you drop your guard
Nobody has an unbreakable heart
From an angel's wings to a fallen star
God makes everything but unbreakable hearts

this song is just sooo nice...so sad though =(

hey joyce, you never called me back. i know you saw my missed call on your cell. you're so mean! haha, it's ok...i guess. wow, i can't believe you got your ear pierced. how cool is that?! you didn't even tell me, you tell the blogger before me? =( haha...

i keep getting lazier and lazier every single day. this is so not good. i think it's time that i go to RIMAC and work out. marianne, angela, renae, and are planning to go sometime soon...hopefully this weekend. that should be fun. note to self: get sticker so i could work out...hahaha.

ok, that's it for now. take care readers.....

(YAY! i blogged twice this week. amazing!)

hey. i got the upper part of my ear pierced. whoo hoo! thanks, mary. she gave me the courage to get it pierced and she paid for it. she said it was a birthday present. but dude, was it expensive. 41 smackaroonies. the free piercing is a lie! anyways, i went with her to get her haircut and dyed. it looks really nice. dude, they take forever at dale's. but it's a good thing, cause they take the time to make their customers hair perfect to a t. i like watching people get haircuts. the transformation one goes through in just two hours. most of the hairstylist have tattoos. it's pretty cool. maybe that's going to be my next thing i have to do. yeah right!?! my parents will kill me. good thing they didn't notice the piercing, yet. well, actually good thing my pops didn't see my piercing. i told my mom. she was kinda mad, but it's my body! right? anyways, she needs to let go. haha.. she thinks now that i'm 19 that we're going to have a distant relationship. just cause i didn't tell her what was wrong with me this one day. sometimes...i just have to keep some stuff to myself. i mean if it's really seriously bothering me than i would tell her, but otherwise. it's just some stupid thing that i go through that makes me act the way i do. ew.. that doesn't sound right. sometimes.. i need "joy time" ya know? i need to put my life in perspective and do some soul searching or whatever. anyways. i'm excited for next weekend. hopefully we're going up to UCSB and then UCLA. oh.. yay! let's see what happens. peace out homie late.

hey guys..just saying a quick belated HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to JOYce!!! weren't you surprised when you opened the gift i gave you, haha! =) like joy said, your birthday was fun! omg..you're so old, hehe.



"Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain..."

i know i posted this before, it just feels like a good time to post it up again......=/

Hey, everyone! Thanks you guys for coming on Saturday. I hope u had fun, cause i sure did. Thanks Joy for coming down from UCLA. You're awesome! Haha.. and Rhea, too! Even though, u guys went to the Jason Mraz concert, its alright! Just playin! Thanks for all the phone calls, messages, and the gifts. Mayan, all of u guys are awesome! I couldn't ask for better friends. So... THANK YOU! Bye...

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOY!!!!!!!!!
last night was really fun...i hope you enjoyed yourself...