DOOOoOOde.. this weekend is gonna be SO MUCH FUN (blank face). So, confusion everywhere. Well, i was going to go with ren and renae to UCSB on saturday. but that's not going through, cause of .. nevermind don't want to bore you with my stupid drama. (note: drama is not with ren and renae) but if the plan didn't work out with UCSB, i thinking of going to go to UCLA with mary, edison, and them. but i can't go to that either. so, *sigh*. The only good thing that worked out was, getting a job. well, i got a job @ the aztec convenience store located in east commons. cause you know there's like bout 4 round campus. it think? come visit me, puhlease. so, because of the road trip cancellation... i'm scheduled to work tomorrow from 9-5:30pm. Kinda excited, kinda not. Then, i find out STATE does have school on MONDAY! ahhh.. what the freak F! So pissed, gosh. So, hope everyone has a great 3 day weekend. or for those that are in highschool, 5 day weekend. lucky!! gosh, you don't know how good you have it, til it's gone. so... toodles for now, and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

Darn it. I wrote something then i pressed the wrong key, and now it's gone like the wind. well, anyways.. i'll just write it again. hi, hi to all the readers. gosh, this weather is so craptified. trying to kill time before my interview at the convenience(sp?) store @ state. i doubt i'll get the job, like all the other jobs i applied to. mayan, i soooo want to work, so i'll stop depending on my parents to give me .25 cents allowance every week. j/k. anyways, this week is crappy, this weather is crappy, and on top of that... my hair is crappy. just playin. anyways, i wish it was sunny again. mayan, i used to be person who enjoyed the rain, but now it gets on my nerves. anyways, everyone seems to be in a bleh mood, because of the weather. the weather is getting to them. shoot, it's getting to me. anyways... yeah. i still have to study for my precal, biolab quizzes, and then finish my paper for english. i wasn't planning to stay at school, so i didn't bring any of my books. i couldn't use the cool backpack ren got me for my birthday, cause it would get all wet and dirty. anyways.. so i'm just chillen here. so, well... i'll just blog you later. peace.

hey everyone. surprisingly, i am in a blogging mood. so here i go....haha. this probably won't be long because i'm sleepy and i should be reading for chemistry. last friday, i watched 'how to lose a guy in 10 days' along with marianne and her 2 suitemates. wooow! not only is it romantic, but it's also funny. so you can't really say it's a 'chick flick' 'cause it's more funny than romantic. ;) WATCH IT! the next day joy d and i watch 'final destination 2' it wasn't very appealing to me. but joy d liked it, you have to see for yourself. hmmm....
today was really funny. it was a 'you had to know the story' in order to think it was funny and other 'you had to be there' moments...haha. i went with a friend to buy a valentine's gift for her bf. we were in hallmark, and as soon as we walked in i was being all bitter, but in a joking way...hah. anyways, this friday is valentine's day...screw...i mean HAPPY valentine's day. haha. ok that's it for now....hope you readers have a fun day on friday. take care...


Somebody Like You- Keith Urban
(this is a nice country song from 'how to lose a guy in 10 days')

There’s a new wind blowing like I’ve never known.
I’m breathing deeper than I’ve ever done.
And it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

And I’m letting go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I’ve forgiven myself for the mistakes I’ve made.
Now there’s just one thing,
The only thing I wanna do.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

Yeah, I wanna feel the sunshine,
Shining down on me and you.
When you put your arms around me,
You let me know there’s nothing in this world, I can’t do.

I used to run in circles going nowhere fast.
I’d take one step forward and end up two steps back.
I couldn’t walk a straight line,
Even if I wanted to.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

Yeah I wanna feel the sunshine,
Shining down on me and you.
When you put your arms around me,
Well baby there aint nothing in this world that I can’t do.

Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand,
But you're teaching me to be a better GIRL.
I don’t want to take this life,
For granted like I used to do.
No, no.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.
I’m ready to love somebody,
Love somebody like you.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.





You Can't Hurry Love- Dixie Chicks
(a good song for the hopeless and IMPATIENT me...hah!)

I need love, love to ease my mind
I need to find, find someone to call mine

But Momma said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
I can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
You gotta just give it time
No matter how long it takes

But how many heartaches must I stand?
Before I find a love
To let me live again
Right now the only thing
That keeps me hanging on
When I feel my strength
Yeah it's almost gone

I remember Momma said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
How long must I wait
How much more can I take
Before loneliness will cause my heart, heart to break

Now I can't bear
To live my life alone
I grow impatient for a love to call my own
But when I feel that I
I can't go on
These precious words keep me hanging on

I remember Momma said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said love don't come easy
It's a game of give and take
I can't hurry love
No you'll just have to wait
She said just give it time
No matter how long it takes

Gotta Wait....
No love, love don't come easy
But I keep on waiting
Anticipating
For that soft voice
To talk to me at night
For some tender arms
To hold me tight

I keep waiting
I keep on waiting
But it aint easy
It aint easy

When Momma said
You can't hurry love
No, you'll just have to wait
She said just give it time
No matter how long it takes


am i turning country now? hahaha....no no, i'm not. =)

Hey everyone…it’s me joy…in one of my blah moods again. Ehhh…there’s no real particular reason why I’m in this mood…I just get in this mood sometimes. And no…I’m not on my rag…so that’s not it….but whatever…hopefully it passes soon. Anyways…I know I said before that I was gonna try writing more often in here…but obviously that hasn’t been happening…so I’m not gonna say right now that I’m gonna write in here more often…cuz I don’t want to say things that I’m not gonna follow up on…so I wont say that I will write in here more…but I will say that I’ll try to write in here more. Ummm…so yeah…I got to go home last weekend…which was cool. My mom and brother asked me if I wanted to go home…cuz the doctor at navcare called…saying that the vaccination for meningitis had come in (I’ve been waiting for it…it’s this disease…and people living in dorms are at higher risk of getting it…but my chances of getting it is really low….but I was just being cautious). And I didn’t have to come down that weekend…cuz I could have gotten it some other time…and I also had a final the following Monday…so my mom told me that I didn’t really have to go home…but since it was joy’s birthday on Sunday…of course I had to go home! I wasn’t planning on making it a surprise to people in san diego…but it ended up being one. However…I did tell rhea that I was going home…and she told karen…but it was good that joy didn’t know. It was so funny when I went to her house…auntie answered the door and she looked so surprised….then joy came downstairs and she looked surprised too…haha…it was great…my plan worked! Joy’s get together was good fun…and I got to see people that I hadn’t seen in a long time…so that was nice. Ok…and now…I just looked at the time…and I suddenly got tired….so I think I’m gonna get some sleep now….darn…I have two midterms on Tuesday then another one on Wednesday…so I’m gonna have to be doing a lot of studying…errr….not fun. So yeah…I’ll catch you guys later…bye =)