hey fudgers & suckas! fun fun fun, everywhere i go. when is it going to stop? nobody knows! it's just an exaggeration! sorry, but i did have fun last night. i HUNG out with ren and her ucsd friends. they're so nice, and cool. even walter *ahem* j/k. anyways, hum...? thanks ren for inviting me. gosh, i can't wait till spring break! seriously, i need a freakin break. i feel like i'm chained down to either school, work, or at home. i need to BREAK FREE. be a REBEL, be SPONTANEOUS, be SOMEONE I'M NOT for a DAY or so... we're such goodie goodies, aren't we joy and ren? well, it's not a bad thing, but seriously... i was just saying last night, that if you add my name or ren's name to anybody who might be in close danger with their parents, u'll exempted from punishment cause you're with the good girls! aahhh... okae.

hi joy! haven't talked to you in a long time. ren and i have to tell you so much about beverly. she's so cool!!!!! think opp. yeah, well... hope ur doing well, and all of the above. good luck on your finals, cause ren's finals are coming up so i suppose urs is too! so yeah. take care chicka. don't party too hard!

peace in the middle east! bye =)

i'm bored. i slept for 2 hours earlier, so i'm not really sleepy right now. however, i'm so tired...i just can't wait til finals are over. does anyone still go here, besides joy, joy, marianne, kat?, olive?...leave us messages please. =) thanks! they will be highly appreciated. i don't know what to say. uhhh...revelle requirements are so stressing me out. summer school for me. i want to take 3 classes, but that's going to be waaaayy too much. damn it...what to do?! school all year round. some fun stuff...k bye people.

two more things: 1) math is insanely hard. it's like it's being taught in a foreign language, like german, and i don't understand german at
all... =( *sigh* 2) on a happier note...i am somewhat satisfied with my classes for next quarter. i don't have class on tuesday. isn't that amazing? i don't have to drive a total of 45 miles!!! =)

oh another thing! despite the work load of my spanish class, i think it's the funnest class (aside from gospel choir) because we play games like monopoly, clue, pictionary, and jeopardy (all relating to spanish that is). we are going to have a party in class this friday, and i think i'm going to bring cookies. i can't, however, eat cookies because i gave it up for Lent, so i might bring something else, hah. i like my TA for that class...she's really cool!

here are lyrics to...
Somebody's Somebody-Christina Aguilera

Wish I had somebody
Wish I was somebody's baby
Somebody's somebody
Somebody's somebody

Watchin' lovers walkin'
Hand in hand, they pass me by
Wish I was one of them
Wish I had somebody
Wakin' up beside me
Looking into my eyes at night
I want a love to call my own
I want someone that I can hold
Want someone wanting me
Wanna feel how it feels to be

(Chorus)
Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody
Who loves me, who loves me

Spending all of my time
Spending all my time on me
Where is that someone who
I can give my time to?
Searching for that lover
With a love that will change my life
I want two arms to hold me close
I want the thing I need the most
Somebody needing me
So I can feel how it feels to be, to be

(Repeat chorus)

What I'm looking for
Is someone to love me more
Than I've been loved before
With love so right
What I need to find
Is someone to hold me tight
What I mean is
I want to be...

Whoa! SORRY hot fudgers and blogger, I haven't updated since Feb. 12. So, to whoever reads this, I'm guessing that you are excited to read my latest entry. Haha, yea right! Anyways, as usual, not much has happened. Basically school and....SCHOOL! Other stuff has happened, I just forgot what, Haha. And even though I don't really have much to write in here, I will think of things...I'm making up for the 2.5 weeks I didn't blog. =)

The Something Corporate concert, as Joy already mentioned, was SOOO AWESOME! They are so good, and I'm glad Joy and Renae went and had fun. It was my first REAL concert, so it definitely was an experience to remember. One thing I won't forget was being in the middle of a huge, HUGE crowd (Gosh! I felt so dizzy....I just HAD to get out!), and also, taking a picture with WILLiam (guitar/vocals). OMG! I tapped him on the shoulder and asked if he could take a picture with us. That was soooo cool, especially 'cause he's so damn HOT! =) Hehe. We didn't even know his name, but we guessed that he was from Something Corporate. Ahhhh! I can't wait to see the picture!!! It was such a good concert. I absolutely love Something Corporate. Haha, not really, but they are my favorite band now...

After the concert, I went to Marianne's dorm and wrote my composition for my Spanish class. (Yes, I got to sleepover!) I didn't sleep until 3:40am because that was when I finished. I didn't even go to my Chem or Math class at 9 and 10. Ahhhh! I'm so bad, but that was the only time I missed class this WHOLE quarter....I think, haha! Oh wait...nevermind. I didn't go to Chem and Math ONE other time. Hah...so the only class I went to that day was spanish. **Marianne, thanks for letting me sleepover....on the comfy couch, hehe.

Going to the concert was the high light since this year has begun. =) Other stuff: School is alright, life is alright, and love life is BLEH. Guys are....I don't know, not meant for me? Hah. Seriously though, I find myself to be so picky, and that sucks 'cause I just want to be friends with them, and in some situations, the guy just wants to be friends with me, but that is totally fine with me 'cause he is such a effin a-hole! I was deceived by his looks....Ahhh! Whatever...he's so over and done with. Hah, does that make sense? Anyways, I just think of the quote "Hay mucho pez en el mar" Haha...Yes, there are a lot of fish in the sea =) I have still yet to find one....*sigh*

Wow, this is one of my personal blogs. Haha...usually, I would write rather less personal blogs, like how my day went, what I did, or I would post lyrics to a song. Ok, I guess that's it for now. I was supposed to study some more for my Chem midterm on Wednesday, and that did not happen. I just chatted online for like 2 hours because I haven't chatted for like 2 weeks. I was trying to repel aim for 2 weeks, so I can concentrate on my midterms for Math and Spanish. Good stuff, yea....TAKE CARE WORLD. That's the scoop...'til next time...whenever that may be.

**Oh yea, I register later on today for my classes next quarter. Damn it, I'm not going to get the classes that I want! =(